Omg~ finally I teared in front of him..
Zzzz…
Realli hate myself..
So Useless!
Zzz..
Alright…
Although we had a tok on sat..
Prob seems to be solved..
I Still feel uneasy..
Maybe when u really put in too much effort in sth,
You expect ur another half to do likewise..
But..
Maybe he just couldn’t do it at all…
Everyone is different..
But its seems so different from my point of desired relationship..
Im learning to trust..
Im trying to be independent..
:S
