I'm really very angry and disappointed with myself...
when i have decided to forgo my relationship.. i held back..
i told him..
i really cant take it anymore..
i want a break up..
no matter how hard he tries to change my mind, i insisted on the breakup...
he told me he really need me and love me for who i am...
it was when one day after the breakup..
he went uncontactable for a while..
i got so worried and i went to his place to look for him..
waited for an hr plus, cus he is not at home and uncontactable..
finally receive his calls..
he went to cool himself down..
he rush over to find me..
he told me..
he thought about our relationship during the cool down..
he mention he cant do with me..
he wants us to stay tgt...
it was when he hug me tightly and i feel that..
yes.. this is the man i love and want to be with for the future..
i should believe that he will change and take good care of me..
thanks for loving me... and continue to give me confident to walk the road ahead with you...