Was at his hous on wed night to help him on his proj~
discover that he continues to facebook msg this girl..
we have already quarrelled and it is so serious that it even causes breakup for many times..
i was realli very disappointed in him..
i have decided to tell him.. lets break up..
it hurt me alot for saying this out from my mouth..
but i could not stand it anymore..
time and again he broke my trust..
i insisted..
i wanted to walk away..
but he stopped me..
again..
he promise me alot of things..
but.. somehow or rather..
i feel nothing...
maybe.. im too tired of the relationship and feel that i wanted to put a stop to it..
flat sldnt be a problem to hold us up..
he was very sincere and afraid..
he keep tell me not to break..
i left his place...
he called me when im home..
again.. we chatted till 3am.. he told me its very unfair to break with him..
he told me to give him another 2 mths for him to proof himself..
i forgive him again..
Some words that actually touches my heart..
- he says he already fell into our relationship.. and he cant turn back..
- he says he wants us to be together not bcuz of the flat.. cus he wants me in his future..
- he says he din try to understand wat i want in the past... but he will try..
- he promise to make me happy and gave me a blissful future..
Actualli.. thou i promise to see how for the next 2 mths.. im having mixed feelings.. maybe shall not have any commitment.. too afraid of getting hurt...