Seriously had a tough time when pening this post...
din feel like sharing the relationship path initially...
but since no more is reading my blog.. might as well just pen it down so as to enable me to read back in future..
i din know what i want in life..
sometimes im happy sometimes im not..
what shall be done in order to keep everything smooth...
its gone haywire in a rs when one party decided to stop cooperating and decided to love you lesser or in my case much lesser..
i din know how to measure love.. but my degree of measuring was by measuring the degree you are willing to do for me and to bear with me..
giving in to a lady doesnt make you a coward... giving in to a lady doesnt shows that you are useless..
if by giving in, it earn you a good and happy relationship.. dont you think it's jus worth it?
Sometimes life doesnt ensure that it would be sweet thru out..
but still.. a roller coaster mood brings one no whr...
i just wanna be happy...
reading yuki post with alvin make me feels strongly...
how a guy dump his girl after all the marriage prepration and wedding vows..
her words touch me truely...
its really tough to have foreseen what will be happening in the future..
i love this guy... but the words he says always hurt me..
i really dont know how long i can bear with it...
it makes me very afraid to plan for the future..
sometimes he is enthusiatic.. sometimes he jus ignore..
i have to give it a serious thought.. no more hanging thr.. not getting any younger and not able to substain the hurt...
Do you seriously call the person that u love brainless?