Perhaps true love doesnt exist in every rs.. how many ppl out thr will still be willing to marry their significant others when they know that she is dwn with illness or disease. Im trying my best to bond with ppl ard me this 2 days... an eg was to wake up early to help my mum although im very tired... tok to dad n mum n bro... jus cldnt communicate with sis... tired and dun wish to see ppl face n mood.. as per mentioned in my previous post.. my heart is still painful... I realli wanna cry when I wake up every morning and realise that the pain is still there... I dun noe if im realli sick... I dun noe how much time I have left... I hope I can leave an impact or footsteps in yr life... I will update my condition often to if Im gone.. ppl will know wat im gg through...