Im really very unhappy today...
I did not tell anyone... but my body and my heart feel soooooo unwell.... I dun noe wat exactly happening to me.. but I feel very uncomfortable...
I rushed dwn to simei and walked a long way to visit his grandma.. I dun mind visiting... but at least care a little for me can... why din u ask how was I today..
Stayed thr till 9pm..
While waiting for cab.. I told him.. can he dun always go out..den he gt nt happy..
In cab... I passed him the present..
He din even bother to look at it...
He asked me to keep the gift...
There is many occasion he says  things that realli hurt my heart... and I feel he look dwn on my family and me... and yea.. I noe I earn very little compare to him..
Went home at 1am..
I cried all the way...
Very hurt... its been so long since I cried my hearts out...
Seriously hurt...