Nobody really understand me..
I couldn't find someone to tok to when i want to..
everyday told me that the toughest period to go thru in every relationship
is the wedding planning stage...
i got the feel of it now..
its so tough that i feel like giving up..
i tot i can have a wedding that i will not forget..
but its not the case..
everything boils down to cost..
does it mean that when i cant afford anything.. i cldnt have a say..
why.. i tot i can be the happiest bride..
im stress and very unhappy..
i don't noe what to do..
im tired..
why others ladies can have their dream wedding and i cant..
i don't have sky high requirements..
i jus wan something which i like and which im happy..
why it all becomes a dream..
a dream that will never come true...
