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I have been feeling very unhappy..
mainly my health and future..
I had many many bad dreams...
which some I woke up crying...
I did not really have time to blog about it sometimes..
I wanna pen it down now so I could read it in future..
I had bad dream almost close to daily..
the night before I dreamt of
(Him keep telling me I cant have wedding dinner..
in the end we fight..
then he agree to have it..
for 8 tables..
so we book a restaurant..
then suddenly the scene shift to when we were in cab...
then as usual I drop him off first then I head home..
then on my way home..
I realise the wedding dinner is that night
I panick..
I called him..
and realised that we did not book any bridal..
so there is no make up.. hairdo and gown..
I cried and ask him if we can change date but he insists that he cant..
I keep telling him..
this is once in a lifetime.. why do he have to do that to me..
I cry till I awake..)
I'm so unhappy..
but who really care?
who really know..
depressed...