I had a dream last night
(he was out.. so I took cab with his family... only remb seeing the mum n bro..
So we were toking and half way.. started on toking about our flat and renovation..
the mum stop me and scolded me..
saying that I say so much just that I wan to tell her we have not enough money for reno and wants to loan from her..
but I remb it was she who ask first..
and later when I meet the bf..
he scolded me for asking for money from his mum..yet again..
I wake up crying..
this wedding like never meant for me..
do anyone understands?
I feel very pressurised...
I need some comfort..
which he can not give anymore.. :'(
